Whee, going to the library today. My school schedule has a lot of crap in it - firstly, it didn't come yet. Secondly, in place of that big manila folder that was supposed to have all of my forms and crap in it, I got a letter saying that my schedule had two or more classes that overlapped eachother, period-wise. So I've got a lot of crap to deal with, along with finishing up my history homework, which I started on but LOST chapter one of the damned thing! I'm really pissed off about that, but meh...at least Ren's going to give me a copy of hers. *gets white-out out* Gotta input my own work. Alllllll over again. Then I should really start reviewing my English crap. Damned summer work.

Well, that's about it. Later.

Back online...and a couple of my friends and I have created our very own insane little mangaka!! Nothing's on it yet, but be sure to see some great, random, senseless manga and stuff on it soon!

+ t y s m . I N C consists of...
~ e n z a
~ y u u m e g a r i
~ s a s u s a n
~ m i k s i e

Be sure to check the site a lot! We should be posting stuff up by next week! ^_^

Hmm...I wonder...are grandparents part of immediate family? My grandmother...pfft...I really hope that they're not. God, my grandmother always tries to turn the conversation around so that she's acting like the martyr. How annoying. I'm so sick of my grandmother. She doesn't even think I can keep a secret! This is so aggravating...lord...I'm getting so annoyed with her sob story.

I'm beginning to wonder if she really thinks that I believe her. Oh, huh, WOW, now she thinks that she should have separated from us! NOW she thinks that she should have went and bought her own house rather than help us buy a bigger one! I don't mean to side with my mother. I'm trying to look at this problem as rationally as I possibly can. Okay...two stories...two sides...two completely different people. How can we look at this...

Actually, now that I think about it a little further, I find it odd that my grandparents and parents decided to live with eachother. My parents said it was forced, my grandparents said that we wouldn't be able to survive without them. Uh, okay, nice. Whatever. So we live together for almost ten or more years with such great disagreements, and no one has even bothered to move until NOW, when their fuses are lit and they're all ready to explode? The explosion has already happened. It's the aftershock that's finally getting to them. Now my grandmother says that she "realizes her mistake in choosing to live with her son and his wife" and also that she "should have bought another house when she could have." Okay. Let's analyze this. My mother has been telling me that she was noticing that my grandmother really doesn't like her and that she is uncomfortable living with her. Okay, makes sense. What doesn't make sense? That my grandmother won't admit it even though she hates my mother with a passion. Ah, the in-laws...

Now that I just happen to speak up ONCE because it looked like she was hurting Cameron, she thinks that I've sided with my parents. Uh, hi? I'm the neutral one. I'm just looking out for my brothers. And then she tells me all of this bull like, "Oh, just because your parents have poisoned you with their words doesn't mean that I can be treated this way," "I haven't even told your grandfather this, but I've been holding back everything that I really wanted to say to you and your siblings as well as your parents" (obviously they're bad things, but it's not like I care). I was just looking out for my brother, because I am their big sister. And what respect does she treat me with? She's one of the people always telling me to WATCH OUT FOR MY BROTHERS and when I finally show her that I am, she gives me a STUPID FUCKING LECTURE ABOUT HOW SHE SHOULD HAVE MOVED OUT WHEN SHE COULD HAVE!!! Not only THAT, but somehow she moves the subject to my grandfather, and complains that Nicki's too violent even though she grabbed Cameron's hand! That doesn't make any sense! And then she rambles on about how my grandfather might die soon because of my stupid younger siblings!! HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT?? FUNNY, HUH?? HAHAHAHA! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Oh, jeez...I swear...I needed to get that out...heh, that could have been some kind of innocent animal getting killed instead of me venting. Fun, fun...great times, the summer has...

I didn't even notice that I had over 2000 hits!! o_o!!! Thanks, everyone! You guys kick ass.

Well...as for an update on my life...some of you might have noticed that I haven't been online for a great while. I haven't been lurking at all - in fact, I was just plain unable to. For some reason my Internet was down because of some wireless rouing problems, but that's fixed for the time being...I've got a new laptop to use for now. Meh...I miss my PC and my PSP...I need to borrow the program off of Enza again @__@;

Right now...well, PE is friggin...blargh! Four hours of PE a day, starting at about 830am and ending at 1235pm. Fun fun fun... XD But waaaaaay too much running. I used to be okay with the running and the blahness of it...but man, for some reason I just can't adjust to South City's grounds. Meh...but hey, at least weight lifting is fun.

+ And I'm hoping the best for my buddy Absence-of-Lite, yeah? Make it here safely or else I'll...uhh...do something evil. T_T; But not so evil that Saichan will get mad at me! Haha. My prayers to the both of you!

Guess that's about it...though I should really start on my friggin history work...and maybe my summer reading, too... (pfft.).

Ah, yes. Summer vacation is finally HERE and I have time to do a whole lot of stuff! Since I remember Deathscythechan telling me that I should try to do a manga...

...That's exactly what I plan to do. Time to think up thingies and stuff now! Muahahah.

Let's see...I feel like planning out what I'm going to do for the summer. Uhr, at least what I WANT to do over the summer...things that completely can't be done since I am only fifteen years old and have no control whatsoever over where we go because I can't drive yet. Well, that was a run-on sentence.

Hrm...I really want to spend my whole summer with Enza, but that is a total definite, even without permission. My family likes him, so that's a great plus! I want to MEET in PERSON a few of my DA buddies!!! I really wanna meet everyone who's befriended me, watched me, or people I've watched. @__@!!! Man, that would probably take me a whole year, but who cares?! Damn it, once I get my license and my car, I'm taking a road trip with Enza to visit everyone!

Well. Things that I should really be doing for the summer? Reading and outlining those five excruciatingly long and drab chapters of my AP world history book. Reading those three novels for the sophomore year of English honors - Lord of the Flies, A Raisin in the Sun, and Montana 1948. Showing up for the first day of summer school to see if I could possibly get into PE to clear up space for a photography class during the time of actual school. Boring stuff like that, you know? Heh.

Busy, busy summer. I know that we're going to Los Angeles to check out Little Tokyo. Damn it, I've been to LA more than I could possibly want to, but my dad was always too lazy to take me there! However, my mom promised that we would definitely visit the Japantown of LA THIS time. I'm pretty excited about that... !!!

Oh man...I'm busy already. Blargh. Oh well!!! TIME TO GO AND SLEEP IN TOMORROW!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!